Sunday, October 19, 2008

Od'e to my little blue pen

I was wanting to write a list of things to get accomplished for the week and i could not find my blue pen! It's a nice pen, no words on it but it's fat like me. So my long fingers fit around it. So i looked everywhere for it and i finally found it. So i wrote a little diddly do for my pen....Stupid really but i have had a FANTASTIC SUNDAY!

Little blue pen,
where have you been?
On an adventure way above?
Or an adventure in love?
On a tour of the ground below?
Or a tour of your soul?
Where you kicked around, and attacked?
Chewed up like the cat food sack?
Where ever you have been,
I missed you little blue pen.


Ain't that CORNY!!!!

That's funny, the corn chips (Frito's) at Save A Lot are called "Cornies"
LOL!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Here's what i got

Gay is love....

In response to gay is not the way.......
I would like to know when God said it was ok to judge his children? God made me the way i am yet i have to hide do to the fear that i will be discovered and looked down upon. (Even though i really don't give a shit others do) Gay has nothing to do with anything! It's a word. What i am is in love! Love is a beutiful feeling! When you meet the right person, no-one, not even the closed minded ...people?...citizens?? can stop it!Our world is being taken over by the next generation. And rather you like it or not soon you will be the odd one out, but don't expect to be judged by us. We have to much love in our hearts to even dream about passing judgement. I can't speak for the hole LGTB community, but i can speak for me and my friends. If you pay close enough attention, being gay is excepted way more then you think!Open your eyes!
The 9th and 10th commandment basically states to love thy neighbor. So ask yourself.....aren't you sinning too?





So what do you thing? I really wish i could get a good opinion before i sound like an idiot. But they won't print it anyway. The Standard Democrat should be called the republican democrat.


If i could i would move tomorrow.

OUTRAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This was posted in our local newspaper yesterday. The Standard Democrat. It just confirms to me more why i want to get the hell out of here. I wish i had a million friends to tie up the phone line to speakout and just give it hell but i am writing something now but i highly doubt they post it! I am trying to find the begining of this discussion.




SpeakOut 10-17
Friday, October 17, 2008
Call 471-6636

Gay is not the way
If the man in SpeakOut who said he was gay and thinks he was born that way, why did God destroy Soddom and Gomorrah - because that's where all the gays lived.

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This is in response to the Gay by nature comment on Oct. 6. I'd just like to say to the person that is gay, is a professional person and a resident of Sikeston, like somehow this gives his view more clout than God's word. He says he is a Christian and goes to church regularly, and he says he was born this way. I would just ask him to read God's Word, what God's Word says about the abomination that homosexuality is. Why would he destroy Soddom and Gomorrah for their sin of homosexuality. Reflect on that. Do you think God would give you a gene that would make you in a way that He would condemn and burn you in hell for? I don't care how educated you are, no logical person could come up with an answer any other than this is not the way God made you. Your Clinton Administration, which everybody loves, in the 1990s he commissioned a search to break down the gene code. And he did, after millions of dollars and years of study. They were gonna find and prove to the world what this man is stating. Guess what? They did not find a gay gene. This is a lie that's been manufactured and perpetuated by the homosexual agenda. I'm tired of reading about people who think they are so educated that we have to take their assertions as fact when it is nothing but a bold-faced lie.

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In the Oct. 6 SpeakOut, Gay by nature. First of all, to the gay college educated resident who is a professional, God could care less about your professionalism. You said you were a Christian. The world Christian means Christ-like. In the Bible there are many, many places that gay is not Christ-like. God created Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve. You might want to go back and read your Bible on that, Bud.

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Oct. 6 SpeakOut, man says he was born gay. Sir, with all due respect, you weren't born gay - you chose to be gay. We all have the choice. Does God love gay people - yes. But God hates sins. We all have to come to the cross the same. None of us are born Christians either, we choose to be. You said someone didn't have the facts. If you are a professional, nature itself tells you homosexuality is wrong. The Bible tells us it's an abomination for men to lie with animals or men with other men. It doesn't matter what you think. It doesn't matter what I think. It matters what sayeth the Lord. Nobody is judging you. I do have the facts - God judges all of us. What goes around does come around. That's one statement you had right. It's good that you have a college education though!

Friday, October 17, 2008

cats

Okay, i know we all see the same o' same o' when it comes to cats.
I have 2 cats. Well one is not mine and the other i bottle fed and raised her because all the other kittens died. I am not really a cat person due to the hair but i wouldn't trade my cats for the world.
NE Way

This cat does the coolest thing i have ever seen a cat do! It's 50 seconds in.
Top that!

This is HILARIOUS!!


Plans have sort of changed

Well now the party van is heading to Poblar Bluff to meet Ms. Missouri.
Well technically soon to be crowned Ms. Missouri from what i gather.
So Poblar Bluff get ready! My mother may be joining the band wagon (WOW!) She never goes anywhere with us. But i will believe that when i see it. BUT HEY HEY I AM READY TO DANCE!


**A promise to my woman.
Baby i promise that if any girl starts dancing with me like at the I.P. i will push her away!

But damn woman it's just a dance.

Going Great

Well everything is going real good for Tabs birthday. We may no longer be together afterwards but hey you only live once and i can always find someone else. Just kidding, can't find no one as bitchy as her, just kidding, no really no just kidding. No really she's the love of my life, just kidding, no really just kidding. (SNL skit was hilarious.) NE Way so far i have at least 10 people on the band wagon to the bar and it's going to be hilarious. My Aunt is going to a drag show with us. To funny! But we are going to the MR. and Ms. Missouri Spooktacular contest. So we shall see what happens to the birthday girl. She has already told me if i do anything to draw attention to her she will kill me but...................that's just not my style!

I extend the invitation out to ANYONE who wants to go. Go to the Mr. and Ms. Spooktacular Contest and look for a bunch of ladies (only 2 being gay) and have a drink with us!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Goodness Grief

I have every big wig in the cable world in the office building today. Thank god i have my own office that i can shut everyone out of. People are all freakin out and for what? They all shit the same way i do so WTF! I hope they wonder in my office. Man i have a party goin on in here. I am always jammin to my alternative music and singin and dancin.
And here lately I've been writing.
Shit keeps poppin in my head so i write it down. I am cursed with a nac for writing. But i don't like putting it on the internet cause last time i did that these people wanted to publish it and that was a freakin MESS! So no thank you! I am deff. not going there again! I want to write a song, i have half of it done but i am so stuck! That's one reason i call my ability a curse because i hate writers block. So i dunno.
It's a wonderful day outside. It's cool and cloudy kind of rainy. LOVE IT!

Talking about my curse to write, i got kind of tipsy and wrote about the death of my dog on a blog on my My Space page and i got smacked last night for it.
My cousin read it and she said she had to tear up. Which is hilarious cause i haven't ever seen her cry. But she lost a dog she had for 12 years and she grew up with her like i did Molly. Her name was Pig. I just think that's funny.

I haven't gotten Molly's ashes back yet. It's been a month and a week. Which in a way i am relieved because i don't know how i will handle having to go get her. I don't know, kind of weird but i couldn't bury her and let the bugs eat her. How awful!

My break is over so.................................PEACE

Monday, October 13, 2008

drums

I am going to learn how to play drums technically through you tube. i now understand a paradiddle and i can do a drum roll. A REAL DRUM ROLL, THE CORRECT WAY. HA HA!
So proud of myself.
It is really easy, but now i am wondering if it's worth the 15 bucks a lesson that we are paying to have little man learn the drums.

I don't like texting anymore

I am done with texting unless someone texts me first. Then i will text them back if i feel like it. Texting is hard for me. I can't spell so normally i have to delete whole sentences because i can't watch what i am doing on the screen because i have to find the letters then i look up and it's like .....h bn cn gehmv. (unscramble that if you can!) So it usually takes me a second or two unlike some people i text to are sending me like 3 messages to my 1. And responses. It seems that every time i am waiting for a response it never comes. EVER. and when i am not expecting a response a flurry of text's come in and it's a continuous conversation. I have a friend that i just call her because she just keeps on and on and on so I call and i'm like "Tracey! i am only allowed 200 messages a month and you've sent me 50 to my 5."
So W.W.W. it's over, no more texting.
I like to talk on the phone because..........you can here the tone of there voice. And it makes it easier to tell different aspects of the convo.
So that's my blog probably for the day.
I may quit blogging the only one that pays attention is my woman and i see her ass everyday.
EVERY DAY!!!!!!!
J/k
A shout out to my woman, I love you and your not getting that $300 digital camera for your birthday! I wanted to go to Springfield and beg to have our DD again, even pay her to take us out to rehatch the funnest night in our relationship but i don't know if that is possible. But i promise to give it my all to give you a happy birthday like i have every year. I am sorry to disappoint.

831!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Frustrated

I suck, let me tell you why........I can't figure out shit on this blog deal. And like it freakin matters no one reads it anyways so really it is a lost cause. But it's a release. I can't figure out how to put pictures and stuff in the middle like other people but i can tear my moms computer down to scratch and bring it up brand new. Not hard really........F10, it cost me 60 bucks one year to learn F10. But i can't figure out how to put crap on here.

On a good note, i have sorta taught myself how to play my new favorite song on the drums. Its fun to play along. It Kreesha Turner Don't call me baby. I wish that song was around about 9 years ago it would have been perfect for me.

Well I am still very board. No one will be home till 3 am so i am just going to search around on the internet until whenever.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Finally

Well, i finally have the house to myself!
I love everyone in my house hold but i haven't had a kid rest in a while. My boy is at a friends house and my WOMAN is at work. I wish i could go to a club but there isn't any around her and i would be so freakin grounded i would never be able to quit doing house chores. I really have nothing to say, i tried to call a friend of mine but she never answers her phone. :) So since i don't have her to talk to and discuss what has been going on i have made other plans. I am going to make me a drink, and play the hell out of the drums. Just bang all my thoughts away. I am really starting to shock myself on how good i am doing. If i could learn how to read music then i would be in good shape. It's a little different then the piano. There is no middle C. So goodnight and have a blast!

Friday, October 10, 2008

my myspace

To W.W.W.

Just so you know my WOMAN does most of the design on my myspace page. God love her. I do the music.
"I would have picked something other then glamorous, honestly i had the cardinals background."

my lady

Dear W.W.W.

i have been informed by my lady that i can not call her my lady because it sounds like my old lady. God forbid she will be 2* and she thinks she's old. There are many other names i could call her. We call each other baby. Why or when that started i have no idea but if i hear Jenny i know i am in trouble, the same vise versa with her. So i have to think of something else to call her. I will call her my woman. she is woman, she is WOMAN! So from now on she is my woman though technically until we are married she is not legally mine. But until some idiots pull there heads out of there ass that won't happen. But one day we will hopefully.
So it's settled, my woman, i will call you my woman.
By the way if you know how old i am add 4 years and you get her age.

good night W.W.W.

OMG is this day going to be over?

Okay W.W.W.
Could you please make this day get over with!
Not been a good one. I am so freakin bored!
I really don't feel like doing anything that pertains to work.
This has been a day filled with wonderfully ODD bits and pieces of information about my family.
1. My cousin (whom i was very close with when i was younger) is going to the federal pen for 18 to 20 years. Wasn't even a federal offense. 3.5 grams of coke. And why he didn't swallow it is beyond me. DUH!
2. My 14 year old cousin who has tried to be like me in so many ways is now telling me she has "messed around" with another girl. Well i don't know, she likes to lie but i don't know. I above anybody have absolutly no problem with that at all. But man it's hard being gay or bi in highschool in a small town. Shit i still can't walk through wal-mart holding my girls hand. Which has more to do with her them me. Well everything to do with her. But that's another blog.
3. There is yet someone else out there who thinks i am crazy, but hey man that just Jenny. Crazy, friendly, somethimes to friendly is what my lady says, but that the Jennyness in me!

Get to go home in 45 minutes and have a well deserved beverage and hitting my couch!
Maybe grill out i don't know, i have to please the lady tonight but tomorrow the night is mine!
I can play rock band or the hell the real drums all night long if i want!

Eyes tell on you

Well W.W.W another corperate break so i will write.
I would like to discuss my ability to read people's lives through there eye's. I have been givin this gift and us it wisely of course. That's how i got my lady.
We worked together. She wouldn't be my friend because she thought i was a "crazy bit**". And i came across very strong. Little did she now that someone there owed me drugs for the 200 bucks i gave and tried to dissappear so yeah i called work around 20 times. I WAS PISSED. NE Way beside the point (btw i am clean now).
Back to the eye thing. Everday i worked with my lady i could see the little bit she made eye contact with me she was screaming for someone to help her! She was stuck in a situation that she couldn't get out of ect.....won't discuss that. But it wasn't her mouth that told me, her mouth lied but her eyes didn't. And plus there was something about her eyes that i could NOT get out of my head! They were a color i've never seen! And wow how they told the truth on her! Then i discovered hey i love her then 8 years later here we are!
I have another friend now that is married with to many kids to count. And while her mouth says "oh well it's okay he goes here and there and leaves me with the kids 24/7 with no time for myself."My goodness when i see her eyes i want to beat her husbands ass. But here is where the "use my gift wisely comes in." I haven't said anyting, even though it's hard, but that's to much for me to help!
I have another friend whose eyes were a little harder to see through, but i got her, and she was easy to take me in as a friend. My crazyness didn't bother her at all, but she says she's wierd and our wierdness fits. Her eyes were screaming at one point but she was a little different all i did was listen and she did the rest herself. I was so proud! I just helped her move to the coolest city on earth! Shout out to my Phylly!
I love people's eyes, i can also tell when someone is lying. I don't always say "that's a lie" to there face but i know. My poor 10 year old can't get away with anything bless his heart, i see write through his eye's! God love em.
But that's all i want to say about eyes. You can meet the seemingly happiest person in the world but look into there eyes and see if they really are the happiest person in the world.

I wonder if i could read someone who was blind?

Well break is done. This is kind of fun writing to no one. Kind of neat.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Bad supervision by idiots

I am now forced at work to take 2 15 minute breaks. Obviously told to by someone who has never stepped foot into what i do. It is just about impossible to take a break when you have at least 10 things to get done before you have to go to lunch. Which brings up a very good point.

How can big wig companies hire in at the top? Someone who has never started from the bottom and had to bleed to get recognized to be promoted? Then they want to push all these rules and follow this procedure and that and make up all these different things when they have never had to follow any procedure that they are dishing out? They have never even seen a policy in play.

I think that companies should always try to promote someone first, before they hire in.
That 's what i think anyway.

Now I leave it to the W.W.W. to decide...........what do you think??

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Trying something new

Hello. I just thought i would try something new. Technology seems to be passing me when there was a time that i new everything. It's crazy to realize that my 12 year old cousin knows more about the internet then i do. What's even sadder is soon my 10 year old will surpass me. So, i am not good at keeping up with this sort of thing. But i shall try. My myspace page is kept up by my lady so we shall see what happens with this. I would love to start off with the greatest saying i have ever heard. "People who judge don't matter, People who matter don't judge"